What
do we mean by attention? Is there attention when I am forcing my mind
to attend? When I say to myself, “I must pay attention, I must control
my mind and push aside all other thoughts,” would you call that
attention? Surely that is not attention. What happens when the mind
forces itself to pay attention? It creates a resistance to prevent other
thoughts from seeping in; it is concerned with resistance, with pushing
away; therefore it is incapable of attention. That is true, is it not?
To
understand something totally you must give your complete attention to
it. But you will soon find out how extraordinarily difficult that is,
because your mind is used to being distracted, so you say, “By Jove, it
is good to pay attention, but how am I to do it?” That is, you are back
again with the desire to get something, so you will never pay complete
attention. ... When you see a tree or a bird, for example, to pay
complete attention is not to say, ”That is an oak,” or, “That is a
parrot,” and walk by. In giving it a name you have already ceased to pay
attention... Whereas, if you are wholly aware, totally attentive when
you look at something, then you will find that a complete transformation
takes place, and that total attention is the good. There is no other,
and you cannot get total attention by practice. With practice you get
concentration, that is, you build up walls of resistance, and within
those walls of resistance is the concentrator, but that is not
attention, it is exclusion.
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